yipee! its the year 2010 liaoz...im waiting for my chinese age to reach 30....it will be a new beginning den....hoho.....i hoped so.....dunnoe tonite 4D will strike anot...muahaha..
aniwae, sis complaint i bery bery long didnt update blog liaoz...well...tian mi mi period wif my sand sand mahz...lol.....she is my new beginning...new chapter....aniwae, alot of tings happened in 2009 and i seriously look forward to a better 2010 even though Singapore Soccer Team didnt make it to the world cup...LOL....wtf...nothing to do wif them lahz...im toking cock...
okie....one more year to study....i muz faster complete it...sick of studying le....muahaha...im oso looking forward to quickly finish up the program and save jeremy all the hard work...billing lah...and save nicholas wif all the papers.....save the earth!!! LOL....arghz...muz work dam hard le...getting lazier liaoz....grrrrr
okie....im planning alot of tings tis year....lets start wif extreme alcohol intake cutdown! yeah...den save money...! yeah.......muz keep up wif my resolutions....yesh! jiayou weichuan! yes.....i believe i can make the difference! yeah!
snoozed at 4:58 PM .
I seriously think this september month to October month is not a very good month wor...alot of things happen....happen on mi and on frens surrounding me.....sometimes i wonder, did i bring suay-ness to them? haha...guess not bahz...hehe
Firstly, was DDJ, den mi, den alex, den back to DDJ and EDJ....arghz...juz read EDJ blog...i read le oso feel like crying...last night he told mi wat happened...i can feel he wanted to cry out le...arghz....make mi sooooo sad.....poor EDJ....dun understand why woman like this.....the man sooo good, they dun wan....nowadays woman different le mahz....but i can swear to god EDJ is a dam good man...yes, he is tiko...and alittle no good the mouth when toking but other than that...he is realli nice....he realli loves his cute little daughter.....and i seriously feels he realli treasure and cares for his wife....if not, he wouldnt be in such a pain now..
back to woman nowadays....guess they are too independant le bahz....guess the fortune turn around le bahz.....last time is man dun treasure good wife, dump good wife....but now..is woman's turn! muahahaha...knn, ancestor pass down the suay-ness sia....pass down the retribution...seriously, EDJ, no worries, i will support u de...no place to stay, come and stay wif mi!!!! I seriously don't understand. Woman realli like man to be bad de mahz? alot of case i see my frens on their bf bo chup them, den they kpkb.....or the man dam bad temper etc....but they still hold on...for bery long....hoping their bf will change....then again, when the woman meets a man too good....they get bored...so i guess they need excitement in life? LAME SHIT! F.O.S!!! ahahaha..but of course, im not referring to all women lahz...there are definitely bery good ones out there de...like my sis....keke...my sis 100% good woman. I vow to this statement. yeah!
yupz...back to alex....wat happened on him happened on mi...and my heart pains for the 2nd time...when i drove him back last nite...he told mi he spend seriously alot...he juz wanna numb himself...wth...he owes alot of money le lehz...im so worried about him....i can see he realli treasure this relationship....i can see he wanna settle down le....but den again, like mi, we were stab in the heart..not onli stab, but pull to the left and den to the right...muahahaha....haiz.....i hope he can stand up quickly again....i wanna see the happie alex...him, mi and EDJ dun deserve all these....these woman dunnoe until the day the same thing happens on them....den they will undeerstand the pain...no worries guys, wat human are doing below, god above will see....they will understand one dae....
Aniwae, we are all so handsome...worried no woman meh? ahahahaha....no lah...i cannot lahz...hahahaha....wow...today's blog bery bery long wor...hoho....but still got more to continue with leh..how how? ahahaha...back to DDJ, he make mi heart pain for the 3rd time last nite....haiz....i see him sooo many worries...so many burdens...i wish i could help him...i wish i could share wif him...but i know i got no ability to help....share should be okie bahz...but im not so experience in life to advise as well.....but no worries DDJ...at least you got a bery bery good wife...my god sis.....i know she can take care of you...sometimes, u need to open up to her...maybe she can help...no matter wat, family will alwaes be there for you even till the last minute...you understand? dun keep everything inside...will die fast de...heart will explode...the heart the harddisk space not sooo much one you know? dun store so much k? mi and EDJ will also be there de...realli.....
alrite...lastly, its Sandy...poor thing...so many things come down on her one shot...she is the fourth and the last heart pain of mine....haiz....wat a toopid bastard cowardly hubby she got...knn.....i feel like slapping him 100 times...i think like that oso not enough de.....well...i oso wish i could help her...but im tied down with my own money issues....i realli regret not saving enough when young..but im a guy u know....alwaes spend money de....ahahaha...but i believe, soon, i will earn more than i can spend...soon...realli....the onli thing i could help her now is to be by her through this crisis...same with DDJ and EDJ...jiayou jiayou Sandy!!!!! i teared thinking back on all four of their things...last nite...HAIZ.....
wah, must learn the art of splitting soon....split my body...ahahaha...well...u all know mi well, i dun put myself infront first...i put the people i care infront of mi first de...i can be eating grass for all i care if requires mi to spend till the last drop....but if u betray mi...i make sure u pay back twice....yes...this is wat i am now...oops...sound bad...ahahaha...tough lah...i cant bring myself to be like this...okie okie...gotta go back to work...am now in DDJ office...eat snake...LOL...okie...tata...its a busy day again!!!!
snoozed at 12:20 PM .
Arghz! juz rushed back to office from customer place...freaking ulu loh the place....at kim chuan drive...somewhere near hougang ave 3....first time to this customer...the customer asked mi "you are new in fernridge?"....muahahaha...i told her "no lahz, two years plus le"....wow...tink of it...time realli flies....dam fast...bo bo 2 years liao....but nothing achieved....age is catching up...i gotta to achieve someting quickly...
aniwae, i didnt know the way out from the industrial place...walked all the way outside...den freaking hot...plus my toopid nose giving mi problem again...yes...toopid nose...toopid sinus again....now, my nose is like a broken tape...non-stop dripping...lol...tink can top up a cup and return water to the government...lol....crazy...lame shit...full of shit...lol
juz came back to blog abit...rest abit...den down to orchard again....yes! again! faber house near metro...yawnz...oh...didnt have lunch again..tink im getting slimmer leh...dunnoe leh...dunnoe is my tummy getting smaller or my pants getting bigger? i wonder...hope is tummy smaller lahz...lol....oh oh....tomolo hope can go for soccer session at nite...see how my project goes tonite...can complete everything...den i will take tis chance to go for relaxation sports with my favourite bro, mr julie peh khong guan...LOL....okie okie...dun disturb him le...he is a nice guy...a nice bro...
Well, seriously, toking about achievement...im seriously looking forward to being SDJ...looking forward to registering the company for them...hope im not taken for granted...hope im not treated like a fool...hope im not bluffed....hope when they and if they see this, they dun blame mi for tinking wat im tinking...but seriously, i still trust DDJ and EDJ...the feeling...i dunnoe how to describe...i realli treat them like bro...i felt close to them....okie! im not gay okie!!!! ahahaha...but brotherly love lahz...i know they oso take good care of mi...im a sensitive guy....fucking sensitive guy like my mum...im a woman in a man body ar...nothing can escape my feelings.....MUAHAHAHAHA...
I remember chatting wif Sandy on impressions of her frens...i think i guessed everything correctly abt her frens and her especially...i dunnoe if i will appear scary anot...but i seriously enjoy doing this...toking to people....looking at they actions, their speech...decipher who they are....and it is this (partly) that i found close frens like alex, nerissa, ah bia, travan, Jeremy, nicholas etc etc...the part again is, i trust my feelings...hehehe...
Alright ladies and gentleman...till then...stay tuned for latest updates ya? hahahaha
Signing off with love and full of shit - Ah Jiaoz Aka SDJ!
snoozed at 1:36 PM .
Lol....yupz...monday even more bluey.....den sundae...arghz....aniwae, i dunnoe y im typing wat i have typed on sundae.....tink too bluey le bahz...got emotional and unclear mind....and overstressed by my toopid econs project....arghz.....hope i can clear it by tomorrow...yeah...! later go to Central de starbuck and work hard on my project....i tink i realli prefer doing project outside den doing at home.....hehe
okie...im at peninsula plaza....boring.....going to be real busy for the next 3 hours....but i can get to off work at 5pm! yippee!!! hehe....
aniwae, seriously, i dunnoe y i need to take back the ring from her....but ever since the album was returned to mi....my heart died...take it as im chasing u back...hence u can dun need to return it...and since u return it...it onli means my wooing failed lohz...muahahaha....joking lah....aniwae, i dun wanna to let u tink so much as well...single life u r enjoying...i know.....and since it is so, dun let the ring give u bad memories...or watsoever...dun let it affect ur mood...dun let others see the ring on ur finger and dare not approach u....it was all over.....i dun mean aniting else....
okie lah...i said before...i wanna stop blogging tis kinda stuff le rite!?! arghz....okie okie...from today onwards...more happie stuffs! Seems like EDJ doing delivery again wor....he looked dam funnie the other day he came to my office to collect documents...see him le alwaes feel like luffing....he brings laughter to pple...muahahaha...sound like clown huh....ahahahaha...
For Jeremy programming, i am not going to collect the program fee from him animore...let him save more money and tide over this difficult period....im waiting to go see the auntie on fortune telling wor...so excited...
alrite! back to work! sibeh sian ah!!!!! and juz got a toopid user came and ask mi toopid questions....like wat DDJ alwaes saes, "Stupidity is the most scariest virus of all. Uncurable"...LOL
snoozed at 1:42 PM .
Sianz...it is now 3pm...i am still looking for motivation...motivation motivation.....to do my 2nd individual project lahz...sianz...gotta complete by at least tues or wed...im behind time le.....haiz....den have to settle the website if not EDJ going to squash mi soon...ahahahaha
den rush abit on programming for DDJ.....den lehz, can start studying le....for exams...stressful sia....and she is no longer ard to accompany mi to study overnite...yupz...its a memory lohz....seriously, i take back the ring becoz i dun need u to have tis memory...i gave u tis memory becoz u deserved it last time...becoz when ur heart is wif mi...becoz u love mi....and i love u...
becoz i love u still, u dun have to hold on to tis memory....i will have to take it back....if u treasure it, u will not have to lose even tis memory...again i sae...no such ting as chen jin yong you....tis means u dun even treasure tis relationship and dun even wan to work hard for it...hold on to it....since not holding onto it....den i will have to take it back.....
okie lahz....mi going to send my fei fei sis to her fren's place le...hahaha...bye.....im happie my sis alwaes going out and enjoying herself...she deserve it....hehe...love u sis....lets go......!!!
snoozed at 3:13 PM .
李圣杰--不顾一切的爱
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当你边飞边流下泪滴
我不认为谁变了心
你不过是累了去旅行
而我是家永远会等你
听说你的爱碰上雨季
又湿了又冷生了一场病
心疼的我想给你暖意
倔强的你不让我走近
月光在你眼里
你说你没资格让我呵护疼惜
就算我真能??弃一切
你又怎么去战胜自己
不顾一切的爱才算是爱
从来没有感慨一路走来
不记得悲哀只记得愉快
总想为你实现你的期待
不顾一切的爱无可取代
所受的伤害 都像是告白
我不走开 等你随时再回来
snoozed at 4:24 PM .
At last...thursday at last! Tomolo off dae! yipee! hehe...but den, off dae is use for project! wtf....haiz...and i did some toopid tings as well...read the assignment wrongly...tot its tampines mall and went there to walk walk and do research...in the end, come home and read, it is in fact tampines 1 mall! its TAMPINES ONE! arghzz...wtf...nvm...maybe tonite or tomolo go bahz..
juz completed downloading transformer 2 - Revenge of the fallen. Hoho..next one will be the mentalist. Haben started downloading it yet...
Yawnz...tink im deleting away the stored messages from her to me last time...last time i got type all out in microsoft words....yupz...delete it away is good lahz....dun have to tink so much...but still, i will send her a copy and i tink she will delete it away as well de...keke....good good...
aniwae, i look forward to end of tis year...clear SC, clear GE......so many tings going to turn good for mi for 2010...den start saving money...if not, another gal will sae i no money...got financial difficulty....hoho....aniwae, dunnoe will have another gal anot...im hurt too much and is realli afraid of another...seriously, i got phobia le.....
nvm...dun tink so much...gotta enjoy my long weekend! yeah! happie deepavali! wooohooooooo~! seriously, tis week im pretty happie...hehe
snoozed at 3:52 PM .
